I want to be your friend. I want to be your friend, but you must not think so. So & quot; you & quot; will always be my & quot; beloved & quot; father. But I still think so.
I want to sit by the fire with you in the cold winter night and talk about my heart; I want to go to the countryside with you in the tender green of early spring; I want to go to the brook with you to enjoy the cool in the sultry summer, or row in the clear lake water; I want to go to the mountain with you in the cool autumn wind and sing a song, so as to blow away the depression in your heart. But you, after I've invited you over and over again, always say, no, you should go to school. &How I want to be your bosom friend and how I want you to be my bosom friend, but the wall that can't be pushed down and the ditch that can't be crossed always make me retreat again and again. And the man who built the wall and dug the ditch is my beloved father - you!
Whenever I hear your sigh for work, whenever I see your white hair for life, whenever I hear you smoke in the corridor because you are depressed but afraid of choking me, I always have an impulse to do something for you. The impulse grew stronger and stronger. But after I put forward the request of working after school, you flatly refused and scolded me for not being dedicated and not learning. Or when I ask you to tell me your inner sorrow, always say, & quot; you are still a child, don't understand! As long as you study hard, don't be like dad in the future &Quote; use every word. How I want to be your friend! For you to remove the heart of the depression, but I can do, can be allowed to do, only a good reading will not let you worry.
How I wish you to be my friend! Let you understand my growing pains. But that just adds to your misery! So, I want to go on strong, and more frustrated more brave! I want to become mature, grow into adults, have strong arms, and become a man as strong as you! Only in this way can we get your approval and realize your desire. Dear father, I love you, and I know you love me. I want to be your friend. I want to